"Garden" lyrics

Feels like I'm standing on top of a wire
And everything's so transcendental
Count to five, I made it onto the other side
Push past the turmoil, I look down and so much of me lost
But what cost, did it all come
Did I find what I was looking for, looking for?
And maybe I would feel better
Moving on, fresh start

Moved to New York, and it didn't help
Travel the world, and it's just myself, just myself here now
With this feeling, this feeling I can't shake off from me
But shouldn't I feel better?
Moving on

Sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now
I'm sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now
I'm sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now
I'm sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now

I wanna forget and be forgot
I'll take your shoes off, it rains a lot when we argue
Kissing the far view away
I want a god and I want the mosque
Feels just like home here, an awful lot like
Like when I met you, know I left you this way

Past life, point direction
Intersection, where we left it
Like we're strangers at the station
Different faces, can't delay it any longer
I don't wanna wait
I don't wanna wait until you're miles away
Running to each other asking "how's your day been?"
Don't wanna regret it, not afraid to say that
I barely remember what it all felt like
Said it's pointless, it's pointless without you
I barely remember what it all felt like
Said I'm colder, I'm colder without you

No matter where you are
No matter where you are
No matter where you are
No matter where you are
No matter where you are
No matter where you are
No matter where you are
No matter where you are

Sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now
I'm sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now
I'm sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now
I'm sorry but I'm looking out for myself now, myself now

The sweat on your skin, the s'mores, the mist
The taste of the rain, chimera eyes
The lights in a blur, the snow in the dark
A walk in the park, a ride in your car
The feeling of love, fish in the pond
Shimmering right of the side of a boat
The boat's in the garden, the comfort of home
Leaves on the ground, the colours in autumn
The clubs, the dancing, the side of a building
Seeds of a fruit, the feel of her wings
The sound of waves, the moments of use
The wind in your hair, the places you're staying
Traveling out, t-t-tracks of a train
Sound of calling my name
Cause if I don't keep going
If I don't keep going
If I don't keep going
If I don't keep, I don't keep, I don't keep

Going, going
Going, going
To some place, to some place
To some place, and I'll wait
One day, one day
One day, one day
In some way, I'm okay
We'll be, we'll be
In a way, in a way
Someday, in a way
Someday, one day
Someday, one day
One day, yeah
One day, yeah
Someday, someday
Someway, one day
I'll wait, I'll wait
I'll wait