"Spinning" lyrics

So, you take a breath
And tell me all the stupid shit you've done
Crumble for a day and then become
Whatever people want you to be
Caught up in retrospect
With what slipped through my fingers once again
I'd kill for one more chance to make amends
Write messages I know I'll never send

So, I sit back
And I watch as you just fall apart
The floor implodes, the spinnin' starts
You say you're fine
But you're lyin' through your teeth
Then the lights go out and you're left holdin' on

Lost in the way you walk
Try smokin' out the ruminatin' thoughts
But forever landin' back on this stone floor
It hurts, but it's not your fault

So, I sit back
And I watch as you just fall apart
The floor implodes, the spinnin' starts
You say you're fine
But you're lyin' through your teeth
Then the lights go out and you're left holdin' on again
Holdin' on again

Oh, it's not somethin' you try for a day
It's time indoors and darkness
When it rains, seldom you hear the good
Just headphones on, misunderstood
Try preachin' but it comes out wrong
Your folks can just stand by and watch
Float on as days just disappear
I love you but you're never here
You're told this time is not to waste
Collapsed under that fuckin' phrase
And all the while, your friends cry out
Tied up by the constant doubt
Crawl in between the lines of text
Too young to die, but no fight left
A scream inside a hurricane
A spiral that I just can't explain