"GROWING UP IS _____" lyrics

"GROWING UP IS _____"

Heard you moved out of town on the weekend
Understand, but I'm sad that you're leavin'
Are you up makin' friends with the ceilin'?
Yeah, I know the feelin'
I wasn't tryin' to let you down
I was just workin' my shit out
I'm sorry I didn't know how much I led you on

Growin' up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growin' up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinkin' you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growin' up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is lookin' at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is—

Get emotional at two in the mornin'
It's a habit, no, I shouldn't be callin'
Then you let me in, is that what you wanted?
Is this what we wanted?
Now you're back in town, no, I can't come around
Are we better without the what-ifs and doubts?
Is this it?
Are we both too far gone to forget and try again?

Growin' up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growin' up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinkin' you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growin' up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is lookin' at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is—

Wish that you were here (Oh)
Oh, oh, oh, oh, oh
But I'll just disappear
Wish that you were here

Growin' up is weird
Sleep with friends, break a heart
Question everything you thought
Split a pill, smoke a dart
Growin' up is weird
Fall in love for a year
And then I disappear
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is strange
Get too close, push away
Thinkin' you would do the same
New regrets, new mistakes
Growin' up is strange
When the one who's to blame
Is lookin' at the mirror
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is weird

Oh, but I'll just disappear
Oh, yeah, I just disappeared
Wish that you were here
Growin' up is—


Writer(s): Mark Landon, Ruel Vincent Van Dijk, Julian Bunetta, Aidan Garrett Rodriguez
"GROWING UP IS ____", released on the 8th of December, 2021, is Ruel's first new music since the release of his EP "Bright Lights, Red Eyes" in 2020. He told about the song in the comments on its live video, "IT'S OUT!! GROWING UP IS ___ is yours now. so insanely psyched to be putting out new music again!"
Ruel described this track in a press release as being an "ode to the messy, complicated, yet ultimately exhilarating rites of passage we all traverse while growing up". He also revealed, "The idea of the underline at the end of the title was to try to explain that everyone has a different experience growing up. Everyone has ups and downs, but because it's never just one thing, I couldn't just give it one word and wanted to leave it open for interpretation."
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