"Last Goodbye" lyrics

Those drinks in the morning were taking it out of me
Always mourning the day that's to come
Back then I was certain that I was a better man
I was searching excuses to cope

Don't play the footage back, I look delusional
Welcome to the constant
Nothing's changed because...

There's still hearts to break
Will this never end?
Was my last goodbye your point to begin?
Here I stand alone
No self-confidence
Yet I'm so aware
And I am anxious
And I am anxious

Now I sit here alone, devoid of all energy
Do I welcome the chaos to come?
In the garden is peace and serenity
Till I wake and it's all overgrown

Listen to the broadcast
SOS
I need help without the contact
I'm afraid to be alone

There's still hearts to break
Will this never end?
Was my last goodbye your point to begin?
Here I stand alone
No self-confidence
Yet I'm so aware
And I am anxious

This is not inescapable
As my heart is still in control
On the edge of insanity
Watch the world turn
Nothing I can do about it

There's still hearts to break
Will this never end?
Was my last goodbye your point to begin?
Here I stand alone
With no confidence
And I am anxious

There's still hearts to break
Will this never end?
Was my last goodbye your point to begin?
Here I stand alone
No self-confidence
Yet I'm so aware
And I am anxious
And I am anxious