"First Time" lyrics

I guess that I was scared of what I was before us
I guess that I was scared of who I was before love

But now that I found it again
Finding myself in the wreckage
Wondering where I have been
Guess you were my only blemish
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
And now I see the things that bring me to life

And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself
And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself

I guess I thought I was my best when I was with you
I guess that lonely was my only way to break through

But now that I found it again
Finding myself in the wreckage
Wondering where I have been
Guess you were my only blemish
And now I see the things that I tried to hide
And now I see the things that bring me to life

And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself
And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself

And if I told you that the old you was my everything
Would you believe me if I told you that I'm over it?
And if I told you that the old you was my everything
Would you believe me if I told you that I'm over it?

But now I see the things that I tried to hide
And now I see the things that bring me to life
And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself
And for the first time I don't mind
That you found somebody else
And for the first time I'm totally fine being by myself
By myself
By myself