"I'm Sad That Ur Gone" lyrics

I just don't know how much more I can take, I'm
I'm really trying for you, but

You left me lonely, are you proud of it?
You been chillin', I been drinkin', out here sad as shit
And every time I try to talk, you always walk around me
Can't even walk in your direction, 'cause your girls surround me
You talk to me like I'm the bad guy, but I'm the sad guy
Makin' music, tryna act fly, and I don't know why
You just wanna let it pass by
This is real love, in the moment, we a tad shy
And under covers, you a different person
Yeah, I told you in the future I could see it workin'
When I'm with you, girl, I really think I have a purpose
When everybody hated me, you said that I was worth it
But was it worth it when you messed up
Gettin' dressed up for your ex-dude
Right then and there, should've left you
Sorry that I cared too much, I was there too much
Honestly, with you leavin' I was scared too much
Now you gone

I think I was wrong
It wasn't you, it was me
Can we just get along
Wait a sec', nevermind
I don't really care
When I look in my heart
You were never even there

First verse, yeah, I lied a lot
I ain't care at all about you, I ain't never cry a lot
Said you cheated on me and that's fucked up
So I slept with your best friend, got the one-up
I'm an asshole, inconsiderate, and a idiot
But I don't break trust, 'specially if we were intimate
Feel the fake love, takin' drugs to get rid of any sharp pains
Love is not a hard game
Love is like a car chase, someone always runnin' away
And I don't show my true colors hidden under my face
I won't know 'bout anything once I'm stuck in my grave
Goddamn, look at you, you been covered in shame
Are you and him doin' good? Heard you fightin' a lot
And a bitch who wanna talk, so you type and I watch
Gettin' threats from your dude, thinks I'm takin' his spot
But now you tryna branch back, but I'm breakin' it off
Gone