"toy block" lyrics

Feel like a kid, playing with blocks
Do it alone cause I hate when they talk
Get treated different
They think that I'm smart
Guess that I am but I can't play the part
Wanna be cool, wanna be special
I wanna play sports
And I wanna win medals
Yeah, I want a trophy
But please don't approach me
I'm anti...
Wait, just got a nosebleed

Mom's gonna get mad
Time flies, gotta rest from the jet lag
Getting bullied at the park, can't step back
Sixth grade, broken heart, I regret that
Next year, was a mess
Still zero friends
Middle school drama
Stay home again
I broke my hip, had to limp to my classes
Getting made fun of, while people walked past me
That was reality, it never changed
Eighth was a blur, ninth wasn't great
I found a girl who I thought was the one
Then her parents found out about what had begun
Yeah, they took her phone, called up the principal
Said I was problematic, acting cynical
I had some problems, I didn't acknowledge
I heard the rumors, and all of the gossip
I was abusive and she was a bitch
Both weren't true, but that's just how it is
Try to be cool, and somebody get jealous
Now you and girl, are just constantly yelling
Then one day she left
Blocked me on everything
I couldn't blame her
After that, you could say we were strangers
Sane people get attracted to danger, yeah

Feel like a kid, playing with blocks
Do it alone cause I hate when they talk
Get treated different
They think that I'm smart
Guess that I am but I can't play the part
Wanna be cool, wanna be special
I wanna play sports
And I wanna win medals
Yeah, I want a trophy
But please don't approach me
I'm anti...
Wait, just got a nosebleed

Life is like building with toy blocks
Build up to something amazing
Someone destroys it
That gets annoying, yeah