"why did you hurt me?" lyrics

Yeah, I was looking for real love
People saying that I'm old school
Lot of trauma that I dealt with
Never listen when I told you
Everything will be good soon
Ther-a-py give a clear view
But you left me for a new dude
I was screaming in your rear view
Never stopped, kept going (going)
Came a Chad, left broken (broken)
Telling me I'm toxic, not the truth and you know it
I would never try to hurt you
But your honesty was fake-fake
I would ask about the real you
But you would say "it's getting late-late"

I mean I asked you a question
We've been dating for a while
I expect you to be honest
You don't have to lie to me
I'm not trying to judge you
I just wanna know
You know, you don't talk about yourself a lot
I mean what's up with that?

See you tomorrow
Next day you would leave me bed
I would text you while you walking to class
And I fucking loved it when you left me on read
You envisioned that our future is tragic
I envisioned that our future is golden
Sleeping late and blaming me for your habit
I was working, you were constantly folded

Shitty environment
Highest the hope
But envision is dying quick
Don't hit me up if you know that I'm flyin'
I'm sick of the talk and I try to be nice to you
And you hate my advice
So I guess that I'm writin' it all in a song
And I bet I'll be biting it
And know that you're listening
And probably get pissed
But I might as well eat it up again

Your perception was a bad dream
And your past said you act mean
And you hate it wearing ripped jeans
Getting bullied after fifteen
Said you'd never have to worry
But you left me in a hurry
Even when I found peace
You decided you would hurt me

You know, you don't talk about yourself a lot
What's up with that?