"you never loved me" lyrics

It's over

Same story with the ending changed slightly
Am I destined to be lonely? shit I might be
Finding true love is really so unlikely
But if I'm giving up I bet someone will probably spite me
I need a couple drinks (check)
I need a fucking house (check)
I need a hundred thousand dollars in my bank account (check)
I need a girl to fill the void to help me drown her out
'Cause for the past year she's been all I ever think about
But I don't get enraged and I won't dox her either
'Cause I am not petty, and she is not a cheater
And we did not live out in Brooklyn up by Elton Street
And she ain't she her ex while I was sick for more than 20 weeks
Man, well if you see her take my stuff back
One guitar, two midis, and some thumbtacks
And if you find a white computer get it done fast
She factory reset my shit like who the fuck does that (yeah)
Man, I know that she deleted every song
After this, its obvious, we'll never get along
And yes I sent a text about it but got no response
Girl if you think I'm still in love with you, you probably read it wrong (find god)

On god you acting stupid as hell
Get someone else to mail my shit if you can't do it yourself
I know you're more than capable but you would rather be selfish
You're the main cause of all the extra problems I dealt with, uh
Its no surprise that I got caught up in your distant dreams
You wanted fame, I wanted someone that would let me breathe
I put your life before the music get my billion streams
The music made me money, you just made me wanna rest in peace
I'd rest in peace but I ain't sleep in a month
Got people asking where I been 'cause I ain't tweeting as much
I'm tryna live in this reality but healing is tough
As far as I'm concerned there ain't no feeling deeper than love, no
Except the feeling when that love turns cold
Or when that flesh around your heart burns slow
Or when she splits your whole existence in an instant tryna strip your soul
You never loved me that's the way shit goes

You know
I'm really tired