"Lose Control" lyrics

Memories I can't erase
Cover miles across my face
Winter comes on fast these days
Doesn't leave much time to say goodbye to all the dreams
[?] Just race

Yeah I wanna lose control
Wanna lose control
I wanna lose control
Wanna lose control

Lit a spliff out in the rain
And that she said you never said [?]
Was effected, that make sense?
Like a woman, just a fix
Left us hanging there for love so long
Forgot to use it, now it's all fucked up

And I wanna lose control
Wanna lose control
Yeah I wanna lose control
Wanna lose control
I wanna lose control
Wanna lose control
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control
Lose control
Control