"So Dumb" lyrics

So, I couldn't picture you with him
It gets old, working so hard to forget
It's so cold, it's so cold
I don't know what I want

It's so dumb
Try waiting but you can't
Succumb to this illness inside your head
You're so cold, you're so cold
I don't know what I want

It's so dumb
It's so dumb
It's so dumb
When I try to hold on

I cry 'til nothing's even left
And my eyes, it's like I'm digitally baptized
With no soul, no soul
I don't know, I don't know

It's so dumb
It's so dumb
It's so dumb
But I try to hold on
To hold on
To hold on