"Episodes" lyrics

Underneath the blue sky
Everything is grey
I'm standing like a statue
As I dream of better days
It feels like I am drowning
In all my famous friends
Their weight is overwhelming
Why can't I feel more like myself

If only for a day or
Just a night
I know I'll be okay though
Can't help feel ashamed though
I'm going through another episode

Hoping for some sunshine
Always getting rain
The clouds cover the moonlight
And I am numb to all the pain
Standing in my shadow
Hiding from the light
The fear is overwhelming
Can't I just bow out of the fight

If only for a day or
Just a night
I know I'll be okay though
Can't help feel ashamed though
I'm going through another episode

Remember the sky was so clear
And the air was clean
And you were but a dream

I know I'll be okay though
Can't help feel ashamed though
I know I'll be okay though
Can't help feel ashamed though
I'm going through another episode