"To Feel Alive" lyrics

Father, father, surrender your arms [?]
I promise you no harm
Mother, mother, hand me my wine
I swear I'm feeling just find, swear, I'm feeling alright
Brother, brother, save me a line
I just need to get high, just need to get high

Stop drinking from the bottle to feel more civilised
I can't justify my own lies
I got no place left to hide
Don't think about tomorrow
Tomorrow will be fine
Just walk into the water [?]
To feel alive, to feel alive

Teacher, I know, it's been a while
Just empty words to fix mine
Preacher, I confess the sins that take my soul
I feel I'm losing control, feel I'm losing control

Stop drinking from the bottle to feel more civilised
I can't justify my own lies
I got no place left to hide
Don't think about tomorrow
Tomorrow will be fine
Just walk into the water [?]
To feel alive, to feel alive

I don't know where this will end
The sweetest taste had the darkness within
A stranger's kiss helps the heartache to mend
Just one more kiss, one more of this (x3)

Stop drinking from the bottle to feel more civilised
I can't justify my own lies
I got no place left to hide
Don't think about tomorrow
Tomorrow will be fine
Just walk into the water [?]
To feel alive, to feel alive