"Down" lyrics

(I've been down
Low on energy
I can't feel a thing
Down, down, down, down)

The one thing that they don't tell you when you chasing a dreams
The nightmare that it becomes in between
I was diagnosed with all of these diseases, had to go to extremes
Suppress screams while I sweat and I bleed
Put my heart on my sleeve, and a facade on my face
Got autopilot kicking in and now I'm hiding the traits
Shit, I could walk around in public crying help and with a gun to my brain
And if you asked me how I'm doing I'll convince you I'm great, wait

I've been down
Low on energy
I can't feel a thing
Now
Thought I'd never be
My worst enemy
Drown
All our memories
I don't wanna be
Down
Down, down, down

For what I got, they don't got no fuckin' medicine
Just a bunch of sedatives to mix with the adrenaline
Feeling like a ghost with a closet full of skeletons
Who looking for a host and I'm looking like the elephant
Inside the room watch it turn to a coffin
The walls closed in, and I'm suddenly boxed in
A gun to my head and they're holding me hostage
I got everything I wanted, baby, look what it costed

I've been down
Low on energy
I can't feel a thing
Now
Thought I'd never be
My worst enemy
Drown
All our memories
I don't wanna be
Down
Down, down, down

I'm getting used to the feeling
Of sleeping on the ceiling
And I can't come down
Life's upside down
And I can't find a meaning
Feel like I'm standing on the outside
While they're chalking out an outline
Of who I used to be
I think I'm losing me
I'm out of sight out of mind

I've been down
Low on energy
I can't feel a thing
Now
Thought I'd never be
My worst enemy
Drown
All our memories
I don't wanna be
Down
Down, down, down
(Down!)

Down
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Down
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Down
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
Down
Down, down, down