"Dancing With Your Shadow" lyrics

We were going out
We were playing house
You would stay around
'Cause your dad drank too much
And my mom made you feel loved

I was doing drugs
You were staying up
Life was hard enough
But I made it worse for us
You wanted more from love

I wish I could call
Just to stall
And see how you're doing
But you don't know you at all
So is it wrong
To tell you the truth that...

You meant something to me
You were only mine to borrow
I was falling for things
I didn't know were hollow
You had bigger dreams
Than me and all my problems
If only you could see me now
I'm everything you wanted

You used to know me better than I knew myself then
Now it's even stranger that we're not even friends
I can't
Pretend
Change is something that I didn't do for you
I'm happy that it happened
'Cause I needed to lose
Myself
In hell

So I could come back and call
Just to stall
And see how you're doing
But you don't know you at all
So is it wrong
To tell you the truth that...

You meant something to me
You were only mine to borrow
I was falling for things
I didn't know were hollow
You had bigger dreams
Than me and all my problems
If only you could see me now
I'm everything you wanted

You meant something to me
You were only mine to borrow
It could've been you and me
But now I'm dancing with your shadow