"you always run" lyrics

You know my heart is broken
And I don't want to be someone
Cold and numb
But every single time
That my heart is open
You always run

I don't want to die
But I don't want to live
Right next to the crib
That we always used to chill at
I heard you moved out
I wish I could me near you

I'm compromised
I'm always hoping
That I'm on your mind
Because I can't focus
Whenever your on mine
It's fucking hopeless

You know my heart is broken
And I don't want to be someone
Cold and numb
But every single time
That my heart is open
You always run
You always run
You cross the line
You let me know that
You were never mine
And I was stupid
I gave a thousand tries
And you abused me
You tell me lies
You always tell me lies

And now your back in town
I heard it from a friend
He's been messing with my head
Telling me that I should
I should text you now
But I don't want to bend
Still remember what you said

But I'm compromised
I'm always hoping
That I'm on your mind
Because I can't focus
Whenever your on mine
It's fucking hopeless

You know my heart is broken
And I don't want to be someone
Cold and numb
But every single time
That my heart is open
You always run
You always run
You cross the line
You let me know that
You were never mine
And I was stupid
I gave a thousand tries
And you abused me
You tell me lies
You always tell me lies

I don't really give a shit if you stay
It's all the same with me
I don't really give a shit either way
Either way I'm still insane

You know my heart is broken
And I don't want to be someone
Cold and numb
But every single time
That my heart is open
You always run
You always run
You cross the line
You let me know that
You were never mine
And I was stupid
I gave a thousand tries
And you abused me
You tell me lies
You always tell me lies