"Harder To Say" lyrics

Moments fall upon me slowly
I'm thinking back of you in bed
The days aside the sleepy ocean
Was it you I kept so secret in my head?

All this happening so quickly
I just don't know where to start
But I know I wasn't thinking clearly
'Cause I'm torn between your red lips and her heart
I'm torn between your red lips

And it's harder and harder
Harder to be with you
Harder and harder to say
Deeper I'm fallin', it's pulling me down
It's harder and harder to say
Now

Far away I know she's sleeping
Close my eyes, I see her face
And even though I hear her whispering
It's you that's running quickly through my veins
It's you that's running quickly

And it's harder and harder
Harder to be with you
Harder and harder to say
Deeper I'm fallin', it's pulling me down
It's harder and harder to say

I can't hold it down
I can't live this way
Though I'm with you now
I am miles away

And it's harder
You're making it harder

And it's harder and harder
Harder to be with you
Harder and harder to say
Deeper I'm fallin', it's pulling me down
It's harder and harder to say
Now

Making it harder, now

Where do I go from here?