"bondbreaker" lyrics

(I'm on the brink of giving up)

I've been goin' out, I've been drinkin' late
I've been distant since the day I had to walk away
I've been losin' sleep, I've been losin' friends
I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end

I've been gettin' drunk, I've been breaking bonds
I been different, all my friends like what the fuck you on
I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay
I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane

All this trauma leave me stubborn, it's embarrassing
I've been dealt too many cards, this isn't fair to me
I'm a loser when I'm drunk so I prepare to be
I'm astonishingly sober till you stare at me

I've been goin' out, I've been drinkin' late
I've been distant since the day I had to walk away
I've been losin' sleep, I've been losin' friends
I just wanna feel myself, I want this all to end

I've been gettin' drunk, I've been breaking bonds
I been different, all my friends like what the fuck you on
I don't need your help, swear I'll be okay
I can't stand this fucking cycle, I might go insane

(This is patient death)