"can't stop" lyrics

We looked at the tadpoles
But I felt like a robot
So I'll drive back from New Jersey
Fall asleep with the light on

And you were all that I had
And it's true, I want you to insist
But you've never been insistent
Even when it mattered

And I still want to go back
And understand what happened

But my God, you were so lit up
And you sat between my knees
And the curse had gotten lifted up
But just for a second

And I take my time, and the months go by
Try to keep that pressure off
With your one fist down on the magazine
You were sending me across

And it's no secret that I'm still in love
When I go to drop you off
I can't stop, I can't stop