"No Rainbows For Me" lyrics

Maybe he means it's some sort of ghost?
Maybe that's what the beast is, a ghost!

I put off asking you
For so long
Afraid of what
Your answer would be
But there's no other way
So here I stay
You know, I believe in your lies
So easily

Ooh...
No...
No rainbows for me

I'm going for myself
(So I tell myself)
But there's no pot of gold
Just shades of blue
You think my heart's a toy
Like a little boy
Pick it up
Play with it
Break it when you're through

Ooh...
No...
No rainbows for me

Stop hurting me, baby
I may lose my mind
Stop hurting me, baby
Or I'll end up hurting you
Oh, why
No rainbows for me