"always freaking out" lyrics

It's a long way to go now
See someone else
I couldn't tell how to figure out

Can't seem to figure out if things are as they seem
Can't seem to see how everything should be
Always freakin out
I'll figure that out too
Saw the back of your head
I ran away just from that
Thought I was nervous then
But I could laugh at me now
Thought I was nervous then
But I could laugh at me now
Thought I was nervous then
But I could laugh at me now

Things seem to go round and never come back through
You'll never know now my point of view

Can't seem to figure out if things are as they seem
Can't seem to see how everything should be
Always freakin out
I'll figure that out too
Saw the back of your head
I ran away just from that
Thought I was nervous then
But I could laugh at me now
Thought I was nervous then
But I could laugh at me now
Thought I was nervous then
But I could laugh at me now

(You would not believe it
Or see it
I need it
I'll show you on the weekend
Don't sleep in
Just leave it
We're meeting up and breathing
Heart bleeding
I'm seething
Takes on it's own meaning
So make it
Don't take it
Just go ahead and shake it
Or make it
Don't take it)

(I'll never find another, you've left me in the gutter)