"Clean" lyrics

I'd like to hide away
Somewhere without light
Somewhere dark and warm no given chance to lose
Without a care in my head I could sleep right through

I gave it all away today
Those empty stares won't be from me
There's not much to look forward to
Just as long as I can't remember

Took a shower today
Couldn't feel the water
Hit my face pinched the skin on my arm and I couldn't feel pain
I guess my wish came true so now may I not lose

I gave it all away today
Those empty stares won't be from me
There's not much to look forward to
Just as long as I can't remember you