"I Wouldn't Love Me" lyrics

I've been off of the meds
I've been fucked in the head
One foot off of the ledge
But I never jump
I've been flirting with pain
I've been cursing my brain
Oh, I circle the drain
But you never run

Oh, I'm broken, I'm a fucking liability
I've got issues, baby, no, it isn't news to me
So I'll be getting my heart ready for the day you leave
You don't even have to say it

'Cause I know
Baby, oh, I know that I'm a shit show
And you'd be better off just being alone
So I don't blame you if you wanna go
'Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me

'Cause (I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)
('Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)
'Cause (I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)

I'm the cracks in the paint
You're the color that stays
I'm the time that you waste
And I don't know why
'Cause you're too good for that
You're the much better half
So how long can it last
'Til you change your mind?

Oh, I'm broken, I'm a fucking liability
I've got issues, baby, no, it isn't news to me
So I'll be getting my heart ready for the day you leave
You don't even have to say it

'Cause I know
Baby, oh, I know that I'm a shit show
And you'd be better off just being alone
So I don't blame you if you wanna go
'Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me

'Cause (I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)
('Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)
'Cause (I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me)

You don't even have to say it
'Cause I know
Baby, oh, I know that I'm a shit show
And you'd be better off just being alone
So I don't blame you if you wanna go
'Cause I wouldn't, I wouldn't, I wouldn't love me