"Family Trust" lyrics

Well I'm too old to be living like this
But I'm too young not to try
Come on baby
A celebratory kiss
There's no need to wonder why
Oh, I might dip into the family trust
They've always been poor with their time

I knew that it was
Never gonna be easy
But it shouldn't be this hard
I peaked back in high school baby
Tonight, can we pretend I'm what I was?

I'm a nomadic lover
Only settle for the best
It's not the first time I've left someone at the altar
It's a you thing, it's not me
Not my responsibility
To give you the love that you need

I ain't got time for crying
I went out and bought a gun
It's only for the range
I'd never shoot down anyone

I knew that it was
Never gonna be easy
But it shouldn't be this hard
I peaked back in high school baby
Tonight, can we pretend I'm what I was?

I knew that it was
Never gonna be easy
But it shouldn't be this hard
I peaked back in high school baby
Tonight, can we pretend I'm what I was?

I used to be the life of the party
Yeah, I was walking on a dream
Now I live on my own
In a unit my family owns
Running wild with insecurities
This isn't what they promised me