"Vices" lyrics

I'm just a psycho with spare time
Once I get my head right
I'm picking up the pieces that we've chosen to ignore
Babe I've got my hands tied
Back against a landslide
Wondering how I've wound up on the wrong side of your door
You know some of us found sunshine
And some of us found more

It's part and parcel for the course
I wanna be part of something more
You should've known I wasn't sure
You're keeping quiet
I'm keeping score

I've thrown my vices to the wind
I'm better than I was
I've been in crisis since the crib
I've been painfully impulsive
But ambitious
Only life's
Repetitious
As it is

Your house we painted gravestone gray
I needed more than what I had
Oh what an optimistic day
Those memories are ironclad

I'm twice the man I could've been
I only think that when I'm sad
I'll take it easy thank you, Glenn
But I'm just as bad
I'm just as bad

But you didn't even let me say goodbye
Was that really your decision
You tend to leave me high and dry
Bad ideas come to fruition
I'm in decline
And the rest of life is reclining for you

I've thrown my vices to the wind
I'm better than I was
I've been in crisis since the crib
I've been painfully impulse
But you didn't even let me say goodbye
Was that really your decision
You tend to leave me high and dry
Bad ideas come to fruition
But ambitious
Only life's
Repetitious
As it is
As it is