"tender little scumbag" lyrics

Twisting the lens but I been losing focus
Reflecting a stranger in my skin
Lately I'm haunted by delusions that I've memorized
Paper heart is in the wind

Hourglass is running lower
Drowning in myself again
Terrified of getting older
A paradigm that never ends

I'm a tender little scumbag
Contradiction in the flesh
Got a bone to pick with fairytales
On the TV screens oh I
I'm a perfect little mess

Hourglass is running lower
Drowning in myself again
Terrified of growing older
A paradigm that never ends

Swear the clocks are getting faster
Ticking louder in my head, pulsing with every regret
And the future holds the power
But my feet are caving in
Is it running
Running
Running out