"First Thing" lyrics

Caught in the memory
Thinking why hesitate for nothing?
I fight with the devil in me
But losing time ain't worth it

I wonder what could've been
Moving high up above that place, some other beat
Where it's only you and me
And losing time ain't something

If I could tell you what the first thing on my mind was
I could let it go
If I could tell what the first thing I'd have said was
If we were alone
I would be a different man from what you see now
I could be the one to take you home
If I could tell you what the first thing I'd have said was
At least I'd know, at least I'd know

With all of this chemistry
Thinking why we refrain from rushing
I don't know how long we'd leave it, different nights
Different lives, lost memories, out to sea

I wonder what could've been
Moving high up above that place, some other beat
Where it's only you and me
And we just keep on running

If I could tell you what the first thing on my mind was
I could let it go
If I could tell what the first thing I'd have said was
If we were alone
I would be a different man from what you see now
I could be the one to take you home
If I could tell you what the first thing I'd have said was
At least I'd know, at least I'd know

If I could tell you what the first thing on my mind was
I could let it go
If I could tell what the first thing I'd have said was
If we were alone
I would be a different man from what you see now
I could be the one to take you home
If I could tell you what the first thing I'd have said was
At least I'd know, at least I'd know