"coffee cups" lyrics

This feeling won't be felt again
You tell yourself
Staring at the sky
Her eyes were fixed on something else
Wandering down the vine
Ignoring every sign
She's gonna leave you in the gutter
Just like she did back then
Fell asleep on top your covers
And left when she heard from her friends
But she's got your shirt
Now your meds don't work
And you fall headfirst
So you smoke again
And you ghost your friends
And they ask you why you sleep in the day time
Heavy head, a stagnant mind

This is a bad idea!

Same time, same place again
You look over your shoulder
This feeling's far from over
You never liked me, I could tell
Well listen up, I'm throwing
Unexpected parties
Telling never ending stories
It's getting late now
Sun is going down
This party's never over
Trying to get sober
I'm in my room
Losing feeling
Trying to get a handle on my breathing
Hanging with coffee cups and burnt out candles
Why did I ever think this was a good idea?