"was it all for nothing?" lyrics

Do you feel the same
Reminiscin' 'bout us?
Tell me

Is it the end of the world?
Or the end of our world?
I just wanna let you know right now
If it all falls down, you gonna still be my...
Girl

Or my friend or somethin'
How'd forever fade into never?
How did somethin' turn into nothin'? Like
Why you getting so defensive?
You can stop pretendin'

Have you ever felt truly happy?
Say you're happier when you with him, but
Winter time cold without you
You on go, I can't go without you
Words you say were cut through my soul
Now I'm a ghost in a shell and I know it haunts you like

So tell me somethin'
Did it all mean nothin'?
But do you ever sit and wonder
Like, "Was it real or were we just fuckin'?"

I been sippin' somethin'
But I still feel nothin'
So many, "I love you's"
But you make me question if I know what love is

Do you feel the same?
Reminiscin' 'bout us?
Tell me
Do you feel the same?
Or was it for nothin'?

Does your heart still race when I call your phone?
Girl, and if not, I get it
I wanna be friends, but I know it won't work
'Cause I still feel the same about you

You're sayin', "Let's dead it"
You're sayin', "Move on"
I wish I could tell you how I feel without the words in this song
'Cause the big deals don't mean shit to you
Now I'm gettin' big deals, just to see it through

'Cause you gave me all your love and pain
I took it in for your smile, bae, whoa
And I can't wait for your heart in vain
You cause me too much distress, bae
Now, you got me wonderin'

So tell me somethin'
Did it all mean nothin'?
But do you ever sit and wonder
Like, "Was it real or were we just fuckin'?"

I been sippin' something
But I still feel nothin'
So many, "I love you's"
But you make me question if I know what love is

Do you feel the same
Reminiscin' 'bout us?
Tell me
Do you feel the same
Or was it for nothin'?