"Break The Ice" lyrics

I've been living life like it's never gonna happen
I'm running out of ways to stay on my feet
I've been having dreams that I always fucking die in
I guess it's better if it's only in my sleep

Build me a bridge and I'll burn it in a heartbeat
Show me the sun and I'll beg the skies for rain
It always seems like I'm praying for the wrong things
Maybe I'm better off just staring at the ceiling

Can't help feeling
Like I can't break through all the ice

Break the ice, break the cycle
Break this empty state of mind
Break the ice, break the cycle
All I ask is just a little more pain
If it helps me just to stay awake
All I'm asking's just a little more pain

I've been looking down like there's nothing left to see here
Running out of places I can go when I'm weak
I've been falling down 'cause I just can't keep from drinking
I guess I'm bored of being sober anyway

I'll bite my tongue and I'll tell you what it tastes like
I'll let the blood flow right between my teeth
It always feels like I'm playing for the wrong team
Maybe it's better if I save some time for healing

I can't break through all the ice

Break the ice, break the cycle
Break this empty state of mind
Break the ice, break the cycle
All I ask is just a little more pain
If it helps me just to stay awake
All I'm asking's just a little more pain

Fade to black, take the fall
It's no problem at all
Silence is deafening
Trapped inside my head and I hate it
And I hate it
And I hate it
Trapped inside my head and I hate it

Break the ice, break the cycle
Break this empty state of mind
Break the ice, break the cycle
All I'm asking

Break the ice, break the cycle
Break this empty state of mind
Break the ice, break the cycle
All I ask is just a little more pain
If it helps me just to stay awake
All I'm asking, all I'm asking
Is just a little more pain

Just a little more pain