"Not Where I'm Going" lyrics

My mother's kind of worried
But she keeps it to herself
I've been running around but I don't see myself slowin down
Can you blame me for the questions
Want to dive into the world
When I carry the world on my shoulders
Can you feel when it all washes over

Swimmin the surface of all my mistakes
How can I love when I feel far away
Tired of fighting the tide and I've drifted away from myself

Maybe I'll go back to the city
Maybe I'll find someone with a heart of gold
Maybe I'll smoke that weed I got for free
Yeah I know how the story's told
I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm going

Ahh

All my friends are gettin married
Do I really have to go
Because all that it does is remind me that I'm all alone

I don't need them feelin sorry for me
Everything feels like it's just happening
Who's in control is it you is it me is it God I'm not breathin

Maybe I'll go back to the city
Maybe I'll find someone with a heart of gold
Maybe I'll smoke that weed I got for free
Yeah I know how the story's told
I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm going

Ahh
Ahh
Ooh
Ahh

Maybe I'll go back to the city
Maybe I'll find someone with a heart of gold
Maybe I'll smoke that weed I got for free
Yeah I know how the story's told
I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm goin

I know that's where I've been but it's not where I'm goin
Ahh