"Stay" lyrics

I might not always say the right things
I tend to run whenever I feel change
Sure my hearts a little calloused
And I'm rough around the edges

Life ain't been easy on me
People come and go
All I've been shown is when you love you're left alone

I know you're not supposed to use your past as a crutch
I apologize if I've said too much
Oh I'm not trying to shut you out
Like I've done with everyone else
I'm a little bit of sun and a whole lotta rain
Come with a lotta baggage from carrying the pain
Sometimes, I swear I'm not okay
But I'm just begging you to stay

I promise it ain't you, it's the bruises they left me with
You didn't grow up with the problems that I did
Mom and daddy weren't there like they should've been
They left me with a hole in my heart I can never mend

Life ain't been easy on me
People come and go
All I've been shown is when you love you're left alone

I know you're not supposed to use your past as a crutch
I apologize if I've said too much
Oh I'm not trying to shut you out
Like I've done with everyone else
I'm a little bit of sun and a whole lotta rain
Come with a lotta baggage from carrying the pain
Sometimes, I swear I'm not okay
But I'm just begging you to stay

I know you're not supposed to use your past as a crutch
I apologize if I've said too much
Oh I'm not trying to shut you out
Like I've done with everyone else
I'm a little bit of sun and a whole lotta rain
Come with a lotta baggage from carrying the pain
Sometimes, I swear I'm not okay
But I'm just begging you to stay