"You Promised" lyrics

That didn't happen
Wait, I'm overreacting
Wait, I think you're subtracting
You're part of this madness
I'm so sick of this sadness

Wait, I know I'm a bad bitch
So how'd I end up with someone
Who is so fuckin' average

Now you got me questioning everything in my mind
There's no way that you can be right every single time
You can't look me in the eyes and say I haven't tried
Oh, the things we could've done if you put aside your pride

If you love me so, why do I wanna die
Guess we'll just ignore all the years you made me cry
There's no point in asking when all you do is lie
Abusing me emotionally, don't know how I'm alive

Your words like ketamine
I'ma need some therapy
After what you did to me
I'ma need some clarity
To get back my sanity
Oh, what a tragedy
Oh, what a tragedy

You promised
That you wouldn't hurt me
Then did me so dirty
Now my heart aches

You promised
To have and to hold me
Then had me beggin' for mercy
Yeah, you promised

But I found out the hard way
That promises break

Break into a million pieces
Break like a bone, break like the heart inside my chest that is turning cold
Mmmmmmmm

All your weapons formed against me
And it sure feels like they prospered
If it doesn't hurt me
Why am I so fuckin' bothered

You'd always keep me up at night
Projecting all your problems
Call me what you want to
But at least I'm not a monster

You promised
That you wouldn't hurt me
Then did me so dirty
Now my heart aches

You promised
To have and to hold me
Then had me beggin' for mercy
Yeah, you promised

But I found out the hard way
That promises break