"Z" lyrics

No matter how neurotic my mind
That's not what I wanted to say
I'm running out of words

I've always loved you, I've always cared
But in the past I wasn't there
Out to the desert to disappear
Only to find I wasn't there

Everything I knew was wrong
What is really going on?

There in the darkest depths of my mind
But that's not what I wanted to say
I'm running out of words

They'll sell sarcasm and constant fear
Don't be so far, don't be so near
The missing papers, the souvenir
No one around, no one can hear

All at once we want to live
Holy water won't wash away sin

Off in the sky the sun is red
What's in the past and what's ahead

Or can I live with what's in my heart
That's not what I wanted to say
I'm running out of words