"CARRIE & LOWELL & CODY (PENDENT)" lyrics
Yeah
Yeah
Ooh
I self harm with Sufjan
All swole up with martyrdom
The dumb dom she subbed to
I played it cool while being run through
Mom's novel is still edging
I won't spend my life pretending
I loved her for her graceful dwindling
Mom's carcass turns my heart to kindling
Whole life futile, fucking chopping
Blindly at wood: cock, nose and coffin
Rightfully no dysphoric option
For Emo Tom Hardy and his soulful droppings
Equestrian rehab called Vertava
Israel called me up, said "Ha Ha!
You're the homeless schizo on the street
Who yells out 'I'm an ally! Look at me!'"
You left me shamefully
(David, I miss my, David, I miss my)
With the scent of women I could be
(David, I miss my mom mom mom mom)
You bored me blind from death to life
Because now the maze you left is on fire tonight
Can I open my eyes?
Open my eyes
Now I'm high as fuck in the backroom and hear
Idol waves and sonic booms
Can I open my eyes?
Open my eyes without you?
Without you
So I peel off
Jogging highways, no sleep
In hopes I won't sink too deep
My daughters cannot fish me out
I'll never do to them what you did to me, Mom
Quarantine is over those interminable terminals and their
Locked gates didn't have to rob me of your embrace
And you still can't see
(David, I miss my, David, I miss my)
Why I don't believe in your Ha-Ha-Hashem
You stitched my gaze back in the garage
And sewed in Donald Trump montages
Can I open my eyes?
Open my eyes
My girl's alive and I got Sean
And those sexy fuckers turn me on
You can't open my eyes
Open my
Only I
Only I
In the back of me there is something that is odd
I think it is I, I think it is I!
Do right
Don't you sing everything onto me
Don't you Say Anything onto me
I don't know why you
Cut my cord away
Ima, cut my cord away
'Cause I have nothing to show
I have nothing to glow for
Cut my cord away
Mama, cut my cord away
'Cause I have nothing to show
I have nothing to glow for
I don't wanna be the things that only you would show me
I could never be like you
I don't wanna be the things that always you would show me
I could never be like you
Yeah
Ooh
I self harm with Sufjan
All swole up with martyrdom
The dumb dom she subbed to
I played it cool while being run through
Mom's novel is still edging
I won't spend my life pretending
I loved her for her graceful dwindling
Mom's carcass turns my heart to kindling
Whole life futile, fucking chopping
Blindly at wood: cock, nose and coffin
Rightfully no dysphoric option
For Emo Tom Hardy and his soulful droppings
Equestrian rehab called Vertava
Israel called me up, said "Ha Ha!
You're the homeless schizo on the street
Who yells out 'I'm an ally! Look at me!'"
You left me shamefully
(David, I miss my, David, I miss my)
With the scent of women I could be
(David, I miss my mom mom mom mom)
You bored me blind from death to life
Because now the maze you left is on fire tonight
Can I open my eyes?
Open my eyes
Now I'm high as fuck in the backroom and hear
Idol waves and sonic booms
Can I open my eyes?
Open my eyes without you?
Without you
So I peel off
Jogging highways, no sleep
In hopes I won't sink too deep
My daughters cannot fish me out
I'll never do to them what you did to me, Mom
Quarantine is over those interminable terminals and their
Locked gates didn't have to rob me of your embrace
And you still can't see
(David, I miss my, David, I miss my)
Why I don't believe in your Ha-Ha-Hashem
You stitched my gaze back in the garage
And sewed in Donald Trump montages
Can I open my eyes?
Open my eyes
My girl's alive and I got Sean
And those sexy fuckers turn me on
You can't open my eyes
Open my
Only I
Only I
In the back of me there is something that is odd
I think it is I, I think it is I!
Do right
Don't you sing everything onto me
Don't you Say Anything onto me
I don't know why you
Cut my cord away
Ima, cut my cord away
'Cause I have nothing to show
I have nothing to glow for
Cut my cord away
Mama, cut my cord away
'Cause I have nothing to show
I have nothing to glow for
I don't wanna be the things that only you would show me
I could never be like you
I don't wanna be the things that always you would show me
I could never be like you
