"I'm Dead" lyrics

I woke up to a tune on the radio, check it
An old church hymn behind a break-beat record (yeah)
Sounded kinda funky so I pumped it, right
But rudely interrupted by a neighborhood street fight
When will you motherfuckers quit?
Every motherfucking morning it's the same ol' bullshit
I peeped to see the thrashing
Some nigga running with a butcher knife, screaming out "Assassin!"
He ran by a friend of mine, it bugged him
His eyes showed fear, that's the reason why he stuck him
Anyway, that's how I seen it
You rarely see a nigga kill another nigga
And he doesn't mean it
So that's the way I took it
Anyway the boy is dead, no matter how you look at it
And life goes on
I was feeling kinda funny (ayo something's wrong)
I went to take a shower Duke
Bumped into the wall and I smooth went through
Now I'm thinking I'm in trouble
I reached to touch my face, but I couldn't feel my beard stubble
I screamed, "Oh Lord help!"
Looked into the mirror and I couldn't see myself
I called up my mom's house
And realized something was wrong, no doubt
She picked up, said "Hello" in a low tone
I said, "Hey ma!" and she hung up the telephone
Sick and looking weary
My cousin walks in, I said, "What's up?" but he didn't hear me
Started packing up my shit G
Looked at a picture of me, put it down and said, "Rest in peace"
Realizing what he said man
I can't talk, I don't exist, I'm a dead man
Yeah I guess I'm dead right?
I'm going to the cemetery to peep out Akshun's grave site
And sure enough, there it is
My mom and girl talking, holding on to Brad's kids
I look into the box G
Son of a bitch! I don't believe it, that's me!
Momma kissed me on my head
Aw shit. I'm dead (I'm dead)