"Desertixn" lyrics

Hope
Happy I'm alive
New gains
Let me tell the truth
Dealing with desertion
Tired on my lonesome
Buried in the wasteland
Where did all my loved ones go
Thinking bout it all
Every moment flicking through my mind
Thinking bout it all
I've dealt with loss and change, constant hate, now I'm hard to beat
I can not be anybody else though
They don't even make them like they used to
Losing grip on time that's passing by

My life, thought this was a ride
Worse everyday's the same
I wish I was worthy of the praise
All of us still lie
Most of my perceptions
Change when I look into the light
Pain if I'm speaking from the mind
Blind if we need a new sign

Not everybody gets up
To places that we stand
Not everybody makes it
Not everyones supposed to understand
Not everybody makes it
Not everyones supposed to under—
What?

Traded my innocence
I was at a loss for words
Now my voice an instrument
We live in a perfect world
A product of insolence
Even if times are hard
I'll never loses again

Not everybody gets up
To places that we stand
Not everybody makes it
Not everyones supposed to understand