"redemptixn" lyrics

I didn't ask to be here
"Riff Grimez"
"Kyoki"
"Pu-Pu-Pull up that boy, wheel up, wheel!"
It's Scarlxrd, duh

Float like a bee, ah
Sting like the bitch that's heartless beneath, ah
Mind's never focused what's to believe
Treat me like I'm missing every time I grit my teeth
Take back control, please
I don't miss the days I was high on deceit
All these fucking lights never shined on me
I'll never die live through words that I speak
God

Save me something precious
Sold my life for success
Was the line worth crossing?
Where the fuck did I go wrong?
Death across the sunset
Kick me 'til I forget
Weakness looks like numbness
Sorry, I'm not who you want
An honest mind gets less attention
The less I try the more I judge me
Came from the heart
Blanks all in my mind, I can't remember back that far
Shit, it must be bad if I go based on all these scars
Everyday's a fight just a challenge to embark, no emotion
I don't feel shit except the presence of the void
I fade and break, my essence gets destroyed
I pray, I wake to gods who show remorse
If not we'll stay in Hell with nothing more

Why you push me from forgiveness?
Bless the test I'm facing
Hanging on to broken dreams
Can't control my vices
Is this what being human means?
We never listen, are we disease?
Never get along, just fight 'til we're deceased
This ain't no confession, just a mind that thinks
I want to change from weak and it starts with me
I just wanna change, ah, ah

Float like a bee, ah
Sting like the bitch that's heartless beneath, ah
Mind's never focused what's to believe
Treat me like I'm missing every time I grit my teeth
Take back control, please
I don't miss the days I was high on deceit
All these fucking lights never shined on me
I'll never die live through words that I speak
God