"State Of Disrepair" lyrics

Oh, my savior
Oh, my God
Am I looking at the water or the stars?
Chasing echoes
Am I lost?
Going crazy from the whispers in the dark

I've had these voices
They always say the same thing

If I see the sun again
Would I even recognized the one I've become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can't bear
I'm afraid I wouldn't make it if I wasn't in a state of disrepair

I'm a failure
I'm a fraud
Couldn't catch it if fell out of the clouds
Am I worthless?
Am I wrong?
Have I steered myself in circles all along?

I've had these voices
They always say the same thing

If I see the sun again
Would I even recognized the one I've become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can't bear
I'm afraid I wouldn't make it if I wasn't in a state of disrepair

Oh, my savior
Oh, my God
Can you help me draw a line between the stars?
I'm a failure
I'm a fraud
Couldn't find my way, drifting through the fog

Am I worthless?
Am I wrong?
Have I stressed myself in circles all along?

If I see the sun again
Would I even recognized the one I've become standing there?
And all of my memories casting shadows I can't bear
I'm afraid I wouldn't make it if I wasn't in a state of disrepair