"Alone" lyrics

Tshh, like, this life shit crazy (Shout out to Shaun2Krazy)
You know, life dangerous, it's like
You survive all that shit, survive the hood
Just to make it out with a bigger target on your back, like
Everywhere you go
I'm twenty-three years old and it's like, it's rare to make it at my age
Lotta niggas ain't even make it here, ain't shit, like
You gotta play it safe, watch your back at all times
Watch where you go, watch what you say
Watch who you say it to and when you say it to 'em
Lotta real niggas ain't make it home
Long live them niggas, free them niggas
I don't know

Uh, look, look
It's 4 A.M. and I ain't get no sleep yet, uh (Get no sleep)
Can't catch no Z's, thinkin' 'bout bustdowns and jets (Can't catch no Z's, no)
Where I'm from, remember times I used hustle out the 'jects (Out the streets)
Weighed a hundred forty pounds and was the muscle 'round my set you could say
But half the niggas I used to thug with is dead and gone (Is dead and gone)
And half the bitches I fell in love with done did me wrong (Done did me wrong)
Like half the hoes I put my trust in done played some dumb tricks (Dumb tricks)
Don't judge these hoes, that's what I stuck with since Tommy Gunz went (Gunz went)
Some niggas changed up for them hundreds I shared my lunch with (My lunch with)
I guess that's really what this come with, tryna become rich (Become rich)
But anyways, on to better things, they've been on the road doin' shows (No, uh, uh, uh)

But if you care and wonder where I've been, then I've just been alone
Lord knows I've been alone (Knows I've been alone)
It's like I feel the best on my own
Lord knows I'm on my own (Lord knows I'm on my motherfucking own)
DND, my blinds closed
Know I got my blinds closed (Know I got my blinds motherfucking closed)
Don't want no friends or no foes
Man, just leave me alone (Man, just leave me alone)

Uh, look
They said I'm dead wrong, my dead mans don't got no headstone (Don't got no headstone)
Like how it feel to be the one that everyone depend on? (Depend on)
To be the one they put that stress on could make you less strong (Less strong)
Claimin' they love you, then they dead gone soon as the check drawn (Check drawn)
But oh well, I guess it's fine when they get what they wanted (Oh no)
Same people claim they behind you be the niggas that fronted (That's wrong)
Oh, hundreds, I risk my life to go and chase me some money (Oh, hundreds)
So many niggas servin' life that went away before twenty (Oh, oh)
Too many niggas lost they life that's 'posed be right next to me (Right to me)
I keep my pipe, won't let 'em get the best of me (My head on)
And 'cause they killin' talent daily, my location can't be known, I don't know (No, uh, uh, uh)

But if you care and wonder where I've been, then I've just been alone
Lord knows I've been alone (Knows I've been alone)
It's like I feel the best on my own
Lord knows I'm on my own (Lord knows I'm on my motherfucking own)
DND, my blinds closed
Know I got my blinds closed (Know I got my blinds motherfucking closed)
Don't want no friends or no foes
Man, just leave me alone (Man, just leave me alone)