"Where I Live" lyrics

I'm a champion
It's in my blood now
I'm a total loss
No grounds for resource
I'll say I was forced
Lean over the bar

Shatter the night
Glass in my bed
Crown pierce my palm
Hole in my head
What splendid fiction
Take me back
I spit and curse

And so if you want trial by blood
Then I'll never get enough
I wish you'd love me
And hold me
Your cancers controlling
If you want trial by blood
Then I'll never get enough
I wish you'd love me
And hold me
Your cancers controlling

Then I went mad
Stretched to full stop
Drop her on the head
Blame my sorrow
Blame agony
Stick me til I'm bled
Why can't you see
That I need you
A perfect diamond dipped in glue
We're burnt alive
The distant sea
A shadow throws to me

If you want trial by blood
Then I'll never get enough
I wish you'd love me
And hold me
Your cancers controlling
If you want trial by blood
Then I'll never get enough
I wish you'd love me
And hold me
Your cancers controlling

Hang my feet over the edge
Where everything's forgotten
You have built this giant hole where I live
Cooked a feast to fascinate
A mouthful keeps me hoping
Cruel enough to blame and damned to forgive

I'm a champion
It's in my blood now
I'm a total loss
No grounds for resource
I'll say I was forced
Lean over the bar

Why can't you see
That I need you
A perfect diamond dipped in glue
We're burnt alive
The distant sea
Late afternoon
You can see me