"Alot On My Mind" lyrics
Too much on my brain, man I swear I ain't lying
Mmm
Too much on my brain, man I swear I ain't lying
Tryna stay strong, knowing Imma be fine
Stayin' up late they don't know that I'm tired
Turn off my phone when it's time to go slid in'
Catch me a nigga, he know that he dying
Still in the field, I ain't doing no hiding
Can't use his head, then we blowing his mind
(I'm slidin')
They don't care how I feel when I get it
Coping wit drugs just to stay out my feelings
Scarred from the past, it's a piece that ain't healin'
Smoking my weed while I'm minding my business
Shit ain't the same, for a while it's been different
Burden in my heart, ain't got no one to listen
Feeling like fuck it I rather go spinnin'
(Outside)
I was a kid when my daddy had died
Hard to move on, wishin' I can rewind
Prayed it get better but ain't see a sign
Sit in the dark, don't open the blinds
Storm for so long, waiting on it to shine
Hurt for so long but it's cool imma slime
Might OD on that lean, ion care I'll be fine
(Ion mind)
The ones that I love say I'm trippin'
Down on my last I was broke and still givin'
When I needed help, ain't have no one to fix it
Survive for so long I can't wait to start livin'
Spot me a opp, shots fired Im blicking
Brr, Bah, take that just for dissin'
And she [?] for my rod everytime we go fishin'
(Outside)
I put a switch on my glizzy
Tried to take off and we did one like Ricky
First hit wit a switch, start to jam, it was empty
Need more than thirty, came through shot fifty
Blots every opp, we left blood through the city
Fully my Glock, I got tired of the semi
Not a regular charger, pull up in a [?]
(We ridin')
I'm the one gunning I don't wanna drive
Front seat in the car when we hittin' they side
9 to 5 like a job, I was slanging that iron
Tried killing myself when lil Boogi had died
Visit bro at his grave, suicide on my mind
Lost but ain't found, and my soul I ain't find
Stare at pictures of Tiy with tears in my eyes
(Start cryin')
I miss my bro and my cousin
Few niggas come 'round and pretended to love me
Knee deep in the streets, opps troll cause I'm buzzin'
Watching these cars on the block while I'm clutching
Said I was fine, I was lying cause I wasn't
My nigga died the same night he was clubbin'
No love for a opp, hit his top now he bloody
(He dyin')
Too much on my brain, man I swear I ain't lyin'
Tryna stay strong, knowing Imma be fine
Stayin' up late they don't know that I'm tired
Turn off my phone when it's time to go slid in'
Catch me a nigga, he know that he dying
Still in the field, I ain't doing no hiding
Can't use his head, then we blowing his mind
(I'm slidin')
Suspect, never the victim
3 to 4 drugs inside of my system
Use to shoot out [?]
Drugging and thugging, they say I got issues
I had it hard, they don't know what I been through
Opps on live, yelling "slide" we fin' to
We get the drop on the opps and we come through
(We firin')
Saw [?] throw up on a drill
Can't stomach death, he don't know how it feel
Stand over a opp wit a smile, get a kill
Spill blood for my bro cause it give me a thrill
Shit hurt my heart, [?] off them pills
Suit up myself, I ain't droppin' no bills
Still in the field, 'pose to be in the hills
Mmm
Too much on my brain, man I swear I ain't lying
Tryna stay strong, knowing Imma be fine
Stayin' up late they don't know that I'm tired
Turn off my phone when it's time to go slid in'
Catch me a nigga, he know that he dying
Still in the field, I ain't doing no hiding
Can't use his head, then we blowing his mind
(I'm slidin')
They don't care how I feel when I get it
Coping wit drugs just to stay out my feelings
Scarred from the past, it's a piece that ain't healin'
Smoking my weed while I'm minding my business
Shit ain't the same, for a while it's been different
Burden in my heart, ain't got no one to listen
Feeling like fuck it I rather go spinnin'
(Outside)
I was a kid when my daddy had died
Hard to move on, wishin' I can rewind
Prayed it get better but ain't see a sign
Sit in the dark, don't open the blinds
Storm for so long, waiting on it to shine
Hurt for so long but it's cool imma slime
Might OD on that lean, ion care I'll be fine
(Ion mind)
The ones that I love say I'm trippin'
Down on my last I was broke and still givin'
When I needed help, ain't have no one to fix it
Survive for so long I can't wait to start livin'
Spot me a opp, shots fired Im blicking
Brr, Bah, take that just for dissin'
And she [?] for my rod everytime we go fishin'
(Outside)
I put a switch on my glizzy
Tried to take off and we did one like Ricky
First hit wit a switch, start to jam, it was empty
Need more than thirty, came through shot fifty
Blots every opp, we left blood through the city
Fully my Glock, I got tired of the semi
Not a regular charger, pull up in a [?]
(We ridin')
I'm the one gunning I don't wanna drive
Front seat in the car when we hittin' they side
9 to 5 like a job, I was slanging that iron
Tried killing myself when lil Boogi had died
Visit bro at his grave, suicide on my mind
Lost but ain't found, and my soul I ain't find
Stare at pictures of Tiy with tears in my eyes
(Start cryin')
I miss my bro and my cousin
Few niggas come 'round and pretended to love me
Knee deep in the streets, opps troll cause I'm buzzin'
Watching these cars on the block while I'm clutching
Said I was fine, I was lying cause I wasn't
My nigga died the same night he was clubbin'
No love for a opp, hit his top now he bloody
(He dyin')
Too much on my brain, man I swear I ain't lyin'
Tryna stay strong, knowing Imma be fine
Stayin' up late they don't know that I'm tired
Turn off my phone when it's time to go slid in'
Catch me a nigga, he know that he dying
Still in the field, I ain't doing no hiding
Can't use his head, then we blowing his mind
(I'm slidin')
Suspect, never the victim
3 to 4 drugs inside of my system
Use to shoot out [?]
Drugging and thugging, they say I got issues
I had it hard, they don't know what I been through
Opps on live, yelling "slide" we fin' to
We get the drop on the opps and we come through
(We firin')
Saw [?] throw up on a drill
Can't stomach death, he don't know how it feel
Stand over a opp wit a smile, get a kill
Spill blood for my bro cause it give me a thrill
Shit hurt my heart, [?] off them pills
Suit up myself, I ain't droppin' no bills
Still in the field, 'pose to be in the hills
