"...And My Faded Reflection In Your Eyes" lyrics

This was my grand solution, just to set the blame
I saw it devour everything, so I took anything
Cleanse my blood, it's what the poison brings
Cause I can't escape

Sequestered memories hidden in the haze
Another person has come to play
Please stop me again

Watch me separate
Cross out my name
This disease is a part of me

Try remembering
Retracing steps
Turn around and take in all the pain

I'm not worth it (It's the fallout of numbing this)
Say I'm not worth it (There's no reversing it)

I sent myself going 'round the bend
Cause the walls are caving in
Oh, I think I took too much
Please stop breathing

Cross out everything I can
Take it all to just not feel

Lace my blood with wine
It will take every part of me, take every part of me
Don't wait, cause I know this ends
Just leave now

Watch me separate
Cross out my name
This disease is a part of me

Try remembering
Retracing steps
Turn around and take in all the pain

I'm not worth it (I've given it all to the bitter taste)
Say I'm not worth it (Let me drown in this)