"Try To Make Friends" lyrics

Did I make you think I'm strong
Did I make you laugh, did I have you fooled
If I told you I can do no wrong
Do you think it's fake or do you know the truth

And if you see me crying
I just blame it on the rain
I would have to bite my tongue
If I said my past didn't haunt me good

'Cause inside of me
I try to make friends
With all of my anxieties
And desperately
I tried to fight
But I can't deny
It's part of me

My personalities
Keep on taking turns at the wheel
I never know if we're crashin'
So patiently
I try to make friends
With all of my anxieties

I know it's only in my head
I know I'll have to deal with this forever
It doesn't help me to pretend
That I got my shit all together

'Cause every time I'm driving
They tryna make me hit the brakes
Swerving into different lanes
Almost made me crash from the same mistakes

So inside of me
I try to make friends
With all of my anxieties
And desperately
I tried to fight
But I can't deny
It's part of me

My personalities
Keep on taking turns at the wheel
I never know if we're crashin'
So patiently
I try to make friends
With all of my anxieties

And if we end up driving off a cliff
Won't you fly with me
Maybe this is always what we get
Ain't that poetry

'Cause inside of me
I try to make friends
With all of my anxieties
And desperately
I tried to fight
But I can't deny
It's part of me

My personalities
Keep on taking turns at the wheel
I never know if we're crashin'
So patiently
I try to make friends
With all of my anxieties