"Bury Me Alive (Alternative Version)" lyrics

I try my hardest
Not to fall apart
I get the furthest
When my mind is dark
I see the clearest
When I'm in the blind
I long for some place else
Is it over, is it over?

Alone is the way that I feel like home
Insecurity is in my bones
And down the hole I climb
Let it bury me, let it bury me alive
And the hardest thing of my past
Is that no one knows I am a mess
And down the hole I climb
Let it bury me alive

Sometimes I feel alive
Sometimes I'd rather die
Sometimes it's all at once
Sometimes I'm fucking done

Alone is the way that I feel like home
Insecurity is in my bones
And down the hole I climb
Let it bury me, let it bury me alive
And the hardest thing of my past
Is that no one knows I am a mess
And down the hole I climb
Let it bury me alive

I see the clearest
When I'm in the blind
I search for something
I will never find
Sometimes it's emptiness
Sometimes I'm full of it
Fast forward and rewind
I do it all the time

Alone is the way that I feel like home
Insecurity is in my bones
And down the hole I climb
Let it bury me, let it bury me alive
And the hardest thing of my past
Is that no one knows I am a mess
And down the hole I climb
Let it bury me alive