"can't find the words" lyrics

Can't pull myself out
When I get this way
I let myself drown
In what I can't change

So what if I can't be what you want? When I know that I'm barely holding on

If everything that I say comes out so wrong I can't seem
To find the words that I wanted all along Don't blame me
I know I'm always the reason
I can't stand the way it feels
It's all I want but I know
I just can't say it to your face

I know that I lost your trust
I'll take all the blame for us

So what if I can't be what you want? When I know I'm barely holding on

If everything that I say comes out so wrong I can't seem
To find the words that I wanted all along Don't blame me
I know I'm always the reason
I can't stand the way it feels
It's all I want but I know
I just can't say it to your face'

I know I'm just too far away
When I'm stuck in my head
I see the pain it's on your face
But I still can't pretend

I try but it always goes wrong
Can't get out of my mind
It's taking way too long
You said you know how this all ends Give me one more chance
One more chance

If everything that I say comes out so wrong I can't seem
To find the words that I wanted all along Don't blame me
I know I'm always the reason
I can't stand the way it feels
It's all I want but I know
I just can't say it to your face