"clean cut" lyrics

I built a castle in my head
Another world I'd rather live
(But it all comes crashing)
Stuck in this place behind my eyes
But I can't make it come to life
(Another night I'm lost in)

Every pattern I tried breaking
Just became the same mistake and
I unravel, so damn fragile now
(It's all too much)

I need a clean cut
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
The voices that I buried in my brain say I need a break
Screaming, I don't wanna drown in another day
I need a clean cut
From all the scars I'm made of
Through all the dark, I'm carrying the sun but it's not enough
Screaming, I don't need a break
I need a clean cut

I pull my hair out till I cry
But no one's listening but the sky
(Can anybody hear me)
So pick some roses for my past
Say goodbye and don't look back
(I swear I'm done repeating)

Every pattern I tried breaking
Just became the same mistake and
I unravel so damn fragile now
(It's all too much)

I need a clean cut
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
The voices that I buried in my brain say I need a break
Screaming, I don't wanna drown in another day
I need a clean cut
From all the scars I'm made of
Through all the dark, I'm carrying the sun but it's not enough
Screaming, I don't need a break
I need a clean cut

(Cut)
I need a clean cut
(Cut)
(Cut)
Every pattern I tried breaking
Just became the same mistake and
I unravel, so damn fragile now

I need a clean cut
'Cause I don't wanna wake up
The voices that I buried in my brain say I need a break
Screaming, I don't wanna drown in another day

I need a clean cut
From all the scars I'm made of
Through all the dark, I'm carrying the sun but it's not enough
Screaming, I don't need a break
I need a clean cut
I need a clean cut
I need a clean cut