"me against me" lyrics

I'm sorry I've been distant
But happiness is hard to find
I guess I've been distracted
By all the things that I can't do right
I can't find a reason
For why I'm angry all the time
But all the imperfections
Are the only things left I can find

Tonight it's me against me again
Tryna find the parts of me I wanna forget
It's nights like these that keep me buried inside my head
Just let it go, but nobody knows what it feels like

Been staring at the ceiling
Can't get myself to go outside
'Cause if I find the meaning
I know I'm gonna break down and cry
I counted all the spaces
In between the different lies
I'm losing all my patience
But I know it's gonna be a while

Tonight it's me against me again
Tryna find the parts of me I wanna forget
It's nights like these that keep me buried inside my head
Just let it go, but nobody knows what it feels like

It's nights like these, no, they won't ever end
Try to let go, gotta try to forget
It's nights like these, no, they won't ever end
Try to let go, gotta try to forget

Tonight it's me against me again
Tryna find the parts of me I wanna forget
It's nights like these that keep me buried inside my head
Just let it go, but nobody knows what it feels like

(Just let it go, but nobody knows what it feels like)