"Daydream" lyrics

Take me
Take me far away to the
Place we used to dream and say
We'll make a home for us here

I thought I'd take the chance to open up and let you in
To all the thoughts that I've been having that don't ever end
To take a chance for you to see what I've been sitting in
And why it's been so hard for me to be there when you need a friend

My mind tells me I'm gonna die it's like all the time
So what's the point for my life if I'm only passing by
And what's the point of my love if it only leaves my side
All or nothing thinking never seems to ever do me right

But really it's a cover-up cause I'm just insecure
I tell myself I'll never find the one cause she's not in this world
That'll love me as I am and I don't blame them that's for sure
Cause if I can't even love myself I can't expect it from a girl

I know it's killing me to think this way
I'm watching movies in my mind of them days of pain
Thinking about who I would be if I ain't make mistakes
It's just a daydream thinking I could hide from shame

Take me
Take me far away to the
Place we used to dream and say
We'll make a home for us here

When I'm having conversations I'm too stuck inside my head
Questioning the way I'm standing and the words that I just said
Can't forget to fake a smile can they tell that I'm depressed
Trying not to be too awkward is it obvious I'm stressed

Then I leave and the shame is coming keep attacking me
Telling me about the way that they can see through my disease
Man it's hard to cover up the scars they always seem to bleed
So it's back to isolation damn I hate the way I think

Damn I hate the way I breathe
It's exhausting being me
Will I ever find some peace
Or is it only in my dreams
Will I ever find some peace
Will I ever find some peace

I keep waiting and it never come so I'm getting numb
My mind getting darker telling me to get a gun
When it's bullet in the chamber so I'm loading it with one
Then I leave you with a song so you'll see I had to run

Take me
Take me far away to the
Place we used to dream and say
We'll make a home for us here

Stay please
Don't you ever stray from our
Daydreams, we used to always pray
Please make a home for us here
I want to be with you dear