"Friends?" lyrics

If only you knew what I'd been through
And ask me if I'm okay
Do you really care?

Laying up late and it's midnight
Cold rainy days transition to some dark nights
When I'm home alone
Nowhere else to go
Calling up my friends, wish I could just go let 'em know
Depression finally hitting, I can't do it on my own
Drowning in my sorrows, but there's nothing here to show

All people really fake
Lying to my face
Telling me they there but never meaning what they say
Call me up now, ask some questions
Help me out, I need lessons
All these games, why I'm stressing
Too much work, life's depressing

Only wanna check up when you hear it in my lyrics
Say you okay, but I'm not okay
Asking "Do you need some help?" Really acting like they mean it
Say you okay, but I'm not okay

I don't need friends, need friends, no
All they do is come then go
Don't come and give me hope
Just leave me here alone

I don't need friends, need friends, no
All they do is come then go
Don't come and give me hope
Just leave me here alone

Hard times
Wish I could go make time
Never had enough, went back I had a save mine
Wishing you would pick up
Wishing you would call back
Talk me through problems
Say you caring, hope you mean that

Maybe I'm too sad, maybe I'm not
Maybe y'all just flexing like y'all not
Maybe I'm just honest, should I stop?
Start telling lies like I'm not
Sad and lonely no cure
All these sins, a monster
Fix me up, still not pure
On the inside not my contour

I don't need friends, need friends, no
All they do is come then go
Don't come and give me hope
Just leave me here alone

I don't need friends, need friends, no
All they do is come then go
Don't come and give me hope
Just leave me here alone